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About Me
- A. C. O'Rahilly
- I've never been prepared for anything in my life. So everything is a surprise.... All poems not attributed to any author are my own and have been copywritten, displayed here and then the original burned in an homage to unrepentant romanticists everywhere.
58 comments:
She's older lookin than i would have thought.
Ciara
oh and btw, i think i made you a sandwich, and if i did, never call me ma'am!
I'm older than I would have thought I would be.
Hope you are well with all of your heart pieces...
lol, well i dunno, the guy i seen wasnt too old lookin. mayb it wasnt you. but my instincts are usually right even if in my absent mindedness it takes me a while to catch on.
All my heart pieces...im not sure. a lot has happened, but nothing never changes.
well now you make me sad...
If I recall right, when I was your age, things changed so fast that I was forever feeling that I was losing myself and the remnants of my sanity. But perhaps you are better put together...as I seem to recall seeing your photo, I'd say so.
Cheers.
photo?
i dont mean to make you sad, i'd never do that. i'll always have a smile fer you regardless.
Things have been good, really. im so very forgetful, omg, i crack myself up sometimes, i couldn remember my uncles name earlier or what you call a bridge. [i think the guy i was talkin to thought i was flirtin r sumout but i really couldn think of them]
Now you're being silly...I can't recall seeing any smiling ghosts.
But I'm glad your happy as that's all that matters.
ghosts?
Now don't tell me that you don't believe in ghosts.
I'm haunted by them almost by the minute!
ok...i dnt get it but, yeah. so how was ireland?
i figured out why u hadda wait til sept, fer the equinox right? bet ya hadda book tha wee place like years in advance.
irelands great, id love ta have a bus pass fer goin everywher id explore the whole place.
i'm teasing you, calling you a ghost...
Actually, the plane coming and going wasn't that full.
yeah, it's grand, I'd walk it if I wasn't so old...
jerk, and ya called me ma'am. i wont fergive you.
cold?! how very dare you!
its perfect fer me. takes nothing fer me to be too warm.
old, cold? what's the difference?
it's just good to see you be cute and clever.
{i aint really mad btw}
cute, ha
clever, ha ha
not very observant are ya
observant..that's all i am.
...well anyways
i wanna know,
did you even know it was me?, i bet not...do ya even no now...
is bob tall..ish with black/brown hair?
yeah, well.
Bob is not tall. He is also bald. Now, you're making me laugh out loud!!
damn, feck.
either yr lyin or, it was different people. both results are pretty disappointing.
ack, that sucks, this means my instincts aren as gud as i thought. quite worrying.
btw ro's b, wants us to go out, in the open. i cant stand up to him, it makes me nervous just thinkin about em.
i no, i can, but i really cant an i hate myself for it.
i wouldn't lie to you.
tell him you prefer younger men.
Does your Rose know?
If you go out within someone you don't really care for, then it will lead to more of it. Self-respect, sweetheart, it's what you need to project, and protect.
right you switch bodies with me and see if that works.
ro dnt no, tho, shes bound to. i dunno honestly she must have suspicions.
and you, sweetheart me again! it aint as easy as it looks, fer god sake, if it were some1 else id say the exact same, but its me, and that makes it 10 times harder.
i havent seen him in a month, but the he'll loss interest plan hasnt really worked in the past.
well, i wouldn't be sweetheartin' you if I wasn't serious and that it was easy. Though I never had any trouble be turned down by any female.
Find a guy to ask you out then...or ask your friends or sisters how to set boundaries.
omg
where are you? your off the map your so far away from the point look___
. (---- the point
now where are you?
no where!
usually i would just turn them down, and not think of it again, but this was so different and unexpected. its like planing for a tornado here in ireland, you dont even think of doin it.
look still cant find ya
bob's bald...ey?
nope nothin
that sucks
next time i'll know
i will meet you someday
and neither of us will know
do you give blood?
im gunna when i turn 17
and quess wat
i kept on english
probably a mistake
but ive past the point of no return now
besides
im doin quite good
and i got the best teacher--- well, i think, shes nice
see, your not even there.
i'm always here.
And I have seen a photo of you.
And i'll post a sad looking photo here soon. that'll freak you out...i'm rather odd-looking. just don't drinking anything, though, you wouldn't want to spit it all over your keyboard.
lol, funny you shud say that tho, i did tha a while back. i thought of sumout funny and laughed and spit up tea all over meself. it was funny but it woulda been funnier to watch cuz i never even got til tell me mates the funny thing afore it happened.
ack, it was funny. i was so giddy, so unlike me.
WAIT! you seen a photo of me? how? where?
does it matter? you're lovely anywho.
i wish i could agree.
was this in the paper? me cuz seen tha one, apparently i wasn smilin, i was kinda down. thers only a couple of things i truely hate, fake smiles, disappointment and...something i thought of earlier but cant remember now. [i really have the worst memory, id need a goldfish to help me remember stuff-- at work i have ta sort of sing or talk til meself in my head to remember stuff]
oh, i lost the 2p.
anyways anything major happen you in the past ages?
status quo....
photo: i looked at it once and then....let it self-destruct.
hmmm?
[really there's nothin else i can say, cept gavin has a type, blond girls, who happen to be bitchs like the nu girl cumin to heroes]
i like females that are vulnerable and not afraid to show but survive no matter what's thrown at them.
looks: bad news for make-up artists...people get old and things wrinkle and (fall)..oh, well.
smile would you, i'm outta compliments.
your a silly guy.
if you tell me to, i will smile for you because i dont live for me, i live for others. i feel that sometime in the future i will have a purpose.
im really startin to feel that the chances of me not being like my mum to some extent in the future are slim. i think i was affected by the mood stabilizers she was on when i was in her womb, that and that one of my lungs is smaller than the other. neither will ever be proven.
oh btw, i told ro, and ems bout mum. whoever said 'a problem shared is a problem halfed' was a complete ass. its tripled! fuck sake, anytime im upset ro stares at me all worried and is like 'wats up!' in a all concerned way. its really annoyin! like i never even have a reason, an im just really tempted ta tell her to feck off. oh! and i cant meantion me mum r they go all silent.
it sucks, thus the fake smiles. which i hate.
mum always says 'if your not laughing your cryin', ever seen someone do both? thats the only way you'll catch me cryin in public. is awful.
speakin' of complete asses....and I mean that nicely. You're lucky you didn't meet me cause I would put you in a headlock till you agreed with me that you are quite frankly, 'normal (as it gets)'...
you don't talk to me for 2 months or more and you are just as wonderful and frustrating as ever.
Can I get an Amen!?
aww, YOU ARE SO ANNOYIN!
MUST I DO THE POINT THING AGAIN.
ack cum on, 2 months really, i never even noticed,cept fer te fact i did and had no1 til talk to. but asides from that, its a pity u werent that guy tho, he had an awesome accent even if he did slag me off, and i was taller than him. i so shudda asked them were they wer from but the guy disappeared afore i got the chance. i so coulda took him.
and also i aint wonderful.
im exactly what you said, normal!
normal!
do you realise how many people are called Ciara, millions! old people, young people, babies, better lookin girls than me, everywhere i go some1 calls out ciara, and uts never fer me. why isnt it fer me, really, is it too much to ask fer it to be fer me just one so i dont turn round an see the one million and first girl called ciara.
it really pisses me off
id actually rather people called me bridget that way their wouldn be so much people with the same name. but my mum gave me this name, i have ta live with it.
i know too many dirty tricks.
and my point is clearer and nearer the truth....decide your own way through life....good or bad. For you, no matter what you say, it is not made...if you want to be a caretaker, ok, but at least choose your men, don't let them choose you.
your like them quiz shows where ya have to answer the question to the question before the question you've been asked. like...
In heroes ando's friend is?
Whats 7x5?
answer: hiro
Whats the capital of france?
answer: 35!
etc etc etc...
im gunna go now, shuddn be talkin to ya anyways.
bye bye my little friend
your harsh to me.... of all people.
of all people what? you dont even know me. your better off that way. your niece looks older than me, weird. do ya think she'd be mad if i stole her horse? ive always wanted a horse [no thats a lie, theres nothing ive 'always' wanted, its part of my dont expect dont be disappointed way of thinkin]
anyways i have homework to not want to do and put off til tomorrow, generally be lazy and not do. so id best go
wat your just not gunna relpy to me. your almost worst than gavin.
i got my hair cut. its really cut. was long, and not now, my mums gunna freak, so's me mates. it'll be so fun! [cept mum]
now its shoulder length and all layered, i cant even tie it up. its great!
it's hard to reply to such negative thoughts.
i'd rather have your mother freak about your hair length than other things, i suppose.
why what else would she freak about? hmm?
its not like i drink, smoke or am 'active' althou if your talkin bout her freakin over nothin, yes she does that, sometimes. shes in hospital at the mo, i found out a while ago that they inform the school.
i was so shocked, ya no wat, my form teacher kept lookin at me durin class all worried. now i know why! i wanted to confront her about it but ems wouldn freg off, its tara always being surrounded my ppl. being with others really restricts wat you do, like if i was out shoppin, i spend far more time one me own rather than wif ppl. apart from oli, we have a good sense of i'll disappear over here, you do whatever and vice versa. just go on til ya meet up again, is how we work it.
btw i didn do that hwk, really ve ta do it today.
i still cant believe ya seen tha photo, the unlikelyness of it, unless u were lukin for it but otherwise. like i havent even seen it. probably terrible, lol i wasn smilin, yeA i was ragin, i coulda been in the 9 A/A*'s one, technically i coulda done better than any of those ones. just make me do more subjects but, no they didn let me, stupid add maths, i never shudda dropped it.
OR triple science, calll yerself a grammer skol and dont let us do that. its a disgrace!
oh i see, my cat ate your tongue. you know i hate it wen people cant talk to me. say whatever u want, change the subject if it helps. dont just be silent, im only silent if im tired, upset or bored. so dnt do it.
you shudda seen my dads reaction to my hair he was like...
did u get yr hair done [it was pitch black outside and he still noticed, e usually doesnt even or just doesnt say anything]
its soooooo much different, and sooooo short
i'm trying not to stare....
it's a joke.
well your hair's hard to picture now.
you should send me another photo.
another photo?!
what!
why should i!
your the one i havent seen, pictures dont reveal the real me anyways.
life is the only true expression, or video...but not wif me, i hate cameras, love takin photos but
i wrote a poem about this, went sumout like this
the most important things in life, are those of which we cannot see.
So what i say we need to do
is adapt our eyes so we may view
the things we cannot see.
eyes don't lie...cameras do. Or is that men....
excellent rhythm and it rhymes!
all three, all three.
i keep seeing things and having really bad deja vu. i swear ive done this all before. its like i know but i dont know whats going to happen, and the targets i set, i know how they'll end.
ever get deja vu?
not normal stuff like huh this bus seems familiar, like duh school everyday same seat [mate always sits in the same place, i wouldn necessarily but for her] but weird stuff you know you've never done before, like i started a new job and they gave me this task i so haddent done before, but it felt like i had.
or a face you've seen but cant place. [ther was this guy i met in 1st year, our skols were separated so i didnt no him r his name r anything, but he looked famliar, and i was a 1st year so i didn go out, anyways i was tryin to figure it out an he goes 'you look familiar' with a puzzled expression, and i was just like ...yeah...so do u....? at this all his mate laughed or smirked so i gave them the huh! look and walked off, i never figured out why he looked familiar, but since i kept thinkin bout him ended up gettin a little crush on him, lol typical]
then thers just the pile of random girls who say hello to me and im just like 'oh hey!...how r you?' {thinkin how do i know her....seriously!} usually i wait til they say sumout to reveal it, not always works tho, like thers this girl year r 2 below me, really nice, dont know how i met her.
but im a total spacer, daydream maddness. im terrified of drivin cuz i tried it and im the type of person who even though they know their daydreaming cant snap out of it. like i was thinkin to myself while drivin {here im daydreamin, gotta concentrate, check the mirrors to see stuffs safe, ok good}. i near crashed. well thats an exaggeration but i did near go up onto the grassy curb thing.
and i was just like [damn it! i need to concentrate.]then i was like[hey you shut up] and then concentrated [better...]
"black is the colour of my true loves hair"
whats the song?
seriously if you get it and dont cheat i will be so proud
thanks...its ok
i also wrote one about a butterfly
and one a couple of minutes ago, cuz yer such a distraction, not but you [ha ha] nope about an angel.
i wanted it to be a happy poem to reflect my mood, but it always goes sad, i cant help it. i like the poem thou its a happy sad poem.
ok theres a lot to respnd to, now at skol i cant check stuff on the pc, so you have a good couple of hours to write a long response. if i cum back and see sumout short. i promise, i will kick your ass. i can do it!
ok...GO!
look only took me a couple of minutes [see how little i think about stuff afore i do it, im awful that way, thats why i have so many spellin mistakes, also cuz im stupid and because i dont read over wat i write]
:P bye
{im placing my bet now that at least one person will say these exact words 'omg your hair!' [as a side note possibly sararh shes likely to say that] ok we'll see tomara}
ok feck off [thats to me btw, i shud be doing an english essay stupid distraction!]
uh!
ya jerk!
you better have a good reason.
you know what, your too rude.
i aint talkin to u then.
{i wrote another poem, tis fer me ma, couldn sleep ended up writin it at half 1 last night, i always cum up wif poems afore i fall asleep, ther always lost in my dreams}
i haven't been at work. Hard to be here to converse..sorry.
it will take 2 more sorrys fer me to fergive ya im afraid.
[ive been workin all day...well since i got up at 12, housework is tough, ive been mostly doin clothes it takes AGES! im not gunna be finished fer another couple of hours, but its good to get it done. sat and sun i'll be workin too but in my job and then mon i think ill try and get me bookwork done...THEN...i might be able to relax, arent holidays fun, im so proud of meself fer the waskin tho, some ppl in uni cant even wash ther clothes [like mark] and im doin a whole house! im so great]
alright, im really not gunna talk to u anymore.
bye.
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